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-searching for a new church. asking God to lead me.
-can't stop reading the twilight saga
-needs to finish studying for many classes
-needs to go over the sat2 lit subject test book
-wants to read wuthering heights
-has to study more art history
-never a peaceful moment.

things have changed. people have changed.
i used to like the person you were, i don't even know who you are today.
maybe you're the same, maybe alot has changed.
i know i've definitely changed, i'm not the same as last year.
i realized what i was lacking, i've realized my flaws.
i'm trying hard to fix them, i wish i had a chance to show you.
but would you care? would you budge?
i waste my time wondering how you would react
it's better off, for me to forget it
it's becoming to feel so tiresome and disappointing
waiting for you.